the darkness must flow down the river…

lostthere is nothing to see and nothing to do here so you had best just move along. there will not be alleviation for your status anxiety. there will not be a rush of pleasure or sustainment of happiness. there will not be a center of attention. there will not be clean fill for the hole. there will not be the divine communication. there will not be validation for your argument or state. there will not be a setting for you at the table. there will not be a tear for your eye. there will not be self or cock assuredness. there will not be agony or defeat. there will not be a final solution. there will not be existenz. there will not be a bottle of peroxide. there will not be a change in plans. there will not be new clothes for school. there will not be a new album. there will not be just one fix. there will not be a callback. there will not be a reunion. there will not be a group. there will not a place to warm your bones beside the fire. there will not be right. there will not be here or there. there will not be welcoming smiles. there will not be the comfort of loneliness. there will not be a decision made. there will not be relief. there will not be an end to the odor. there will not be a mask to hide behind. there will not be inexpensive alcohol to consume. there will not be a triumph of the will. there will not be any help or hints. there will not be a plan. there will not be your mother to rescue, coddle or console. there will not be gas to huff. there will not be anything you can do. there will not be an end. there will not be an answer…

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